Friday, August 14, 2009

HERE GOES NOTHING

Okay so today I leave to move into my dorm.  Most of the ppl who read this blog (okay the only ppl who read this blog) know I've been freaking out for weeks.  It's a step thats foreign to me so I've been unwilling to make the change.  Now the time is upon me to where I'm being forced.  It's a good thing.  It's crazy to think of me leaving the nest.  Just yesterday I was little and riding my bicycle up trees (lol i know) and coloring in coloring books and dancing in my light up sneakers and singing Little Bitty by Alan Jackson on the fire placce to all my family then running away and actually running away from home when I was like 9 and when I used to fly kites and when I would watch Barney/Power Rangers................omg......time has flown.  Growing up or growing older is never easy but it must be done.  I'm an adult and I'm leaving home.  I've accepted that it's hard......but with it I now have the chance of becoming what I've always wanted to be......GREAT!  This is just a new chapter to a book that I get to write and if I never took any leaps or made any changes the book would be dull and no one would care to read it.  I want to be all that I can be (in the army national guard) and college is where I need to be.  Thanks guys (u know who u are) for believing in me even though we've never met.  Trust me it's nice having people behind you and showing you support.  It means more than you know trust me!  It's with ur support and love that makes this an easier transition than it could be for me.  LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!  WELL COLLEGE HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

4 comments:

  1. I'm sure you will do fabulous! You have literally a world of possibilities in front of you.. a chance to be your own person away from your family.. Good luck! And keep us posted to how everything progresses.

    <3

    Tati

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  2. awww..... *sniff* Sissy!!!

    It seems like just yesterday we met on the ewww board and I couldn't believe how bright, funny & talented you were! Then surprised by how young you were!

    Sissy, you've touched me even tho we never physically met, and I appreciate your friendship. Just wait till GSU gets a load of you -- they won't know what hit them! (I mean that in a good way :-)

    Good luck in stepping out in this new world - and please keep us posted once you're settled in.

    Love, Lkay (Laky) <3

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  3. SISSY!!!

    Okay, so I know this isn't good-bye and please don't take it that way. This I hope gets you to be less nervous...or at least not think about the next step in your life so much.

    Oh, and warninig - this may be LONG. And, I will NOT be doing this in all caps. Well, at least not all of it.

    So I know we've never met in person, but know that I'm really, REALLY proud of you. You are seriously bright and funny, and I think you have amazing artistic talent.

    Remember that your virtual world sisters are with you. Know that you are me and I am you.

    I've included two clips for you to look at if you haven't seen before. Take the first one for inspiration and the second one as your journey song. And, of course, the third one is just for laughs. Heh. That will forever remind me of that night of goofiness online.

    www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcYv5x6gZTA

    www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdKqMJ0O88I

    www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcggr_23WJU

    OKAY, SINCE ONTD ACCIDENTALLY OUR LIVES, THE REST WILL BE IN CAPS.

    ENJOY COLLEGE. ENJOY YOUR NEXT STEP IN LIFE. THERE WILL BE CHALLENGES, BUT I HAVE FAITH THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO MEET THEM HEAD ON AND COME OUT VICTORIOUS. AND MOSTLY ENJOY YOURSELF, BE YOURSELF.

    XOXO
    JOJO ;-P

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  4. aww sissy :[
    now i'm the only kid... boooo
    good luck! i know you'll do great!! :)
    ps. im officially giving you the 1% back!!!!! :P
    CAW CAW?

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